We planned and God laughed- A birth story.

Ladies and Gentlemen, 

I am not pregnant anymore!!!! At 39 weeks 5 days, Mr. Holden Stephens Mikulin decided to finally make his appearance into this world on Wednesday, 3/13/13, at 7:28pm, measuring 8lbs 6oz and 19.5 inches long!

Not my prettiest picture, but I was in labor so shut up. 

That is the short story. 

The long story goes a little more like this. Be prepared for TMI. 

At 4:00 on Tuesday morning, I woke up to pee for like the 12th time that night. As I laid back down, I had a feeling that can only be described as "Whoa, I wasnt done!" followed by "Um....wait a second. That was something different." I jumped out of bed to check, and lo and behold, my water had broken. It was just a little so as I was pacing the bathroom, I googled it to make sure (yes, I googled "I think my water just broke"). After reading enough to freak myself out, I laid back down for about 30 minutes and realized that it wasnt really stopping. So I sat up, and as quietly as I could, whispered to Mark "Babe....I think my water just broke." To say Mark shot up was an understatement. He sat straight up and asked "Really? How do you know?" to which I answered "Um, because it did?". And then all the fun started. 

Since it was about 5 in the morning, Mark and I tried to get some rest, knowing that we were going to need it. We started timing my contractions, which were mild and consistent at 15 minutes apart. I (obviously) couldnt sleep so we just laid in bed and monitored my contractions and tried to relax. Around 6 we called the midwife who told us to do what we were doing and let her know when they are 5 minutes apart. And around 8 am we decided to go ahead and call the family to let them know what was going on. Mind you that the contractions were still only 10-15 minutes apart. But getting stronger. 

For the better part of Tuesday we did everything we planned on doing while laboring at home- We watched Beauty and the Beast, we worked on a puzzle, we watched another movie (Knocked Up seemed appropriate), I bounced on my birthing ball, I took a shower, I changed into my "labor outfit", ect. Around noon, I went into the birthing center to check how things were going and to their surprise, my "water breaking" wasn't really my water breaking. APPARENTLY, there are 2 water sacks (who knew!) and only my outer bag had broken and Holden was still very comfortable in the inner sack. But yes, I was in early labor fo sho. Still every 10-15 minutes apart. This required another round of phone calls to all the family members who were eagerly waiting to hear when to hurry up and wait. 

Around 2 in the afternoon, my best friend, and acting Doula, came to the house to be with us. To which we decided to watch another movie, hang out outside for a while, bounce on that damn birthing ball some more, and try to get some stuff moving. Around 8 that evening, I was STILL only 10-15 minutes apart. The midwife called to check on me and suggested getting some dinner and trying to lay down to rest, because I was definitely going to need it now that I had been in labor for so long. So we had some Chinese food and all three of us set up in our room, totally slumber party-style. 

Throughout the night, my contractions FINALLY started getting closer together and definitely started getting hardcore stronger. When they were about 7 minutes apart, around 1 in the morning, I was definitely feeling it and needed both Mark and Kendall to help me relax and push through each one. Side note- counter pressure when you have back labor is heaven. Heaven heaven heaven. Around 2 in the morning, my contractions were finally 5 minutes apart. After one stretch of what felt like 3 contractions right on top of each other, I was oh-so-ready for Mark to call the birthing center so I could come in. All I could think about was the tub. I wanted so badly to be able to get in the tub so I could relax a little bit. 

We finally got the ok to come into the birthing center where I found out a few downers:

1- The room we had chosen was taken by another woman in labor. So we had to settle for our second choice, the "Music Room". (Read: Cliche posters and guitar hanging on the wall. Blah.) 

2- There was no TV in the room. I needed some distractions. 

3- I was only 3 cm and could not get into the tub until I was 4-5 cm dilated. Laaaame. 

So as our midwife explained, we couldnt get in the tub quite yet so she was going to let us chill for about an hour while she was with the other girl and check back with us later. Then she said "Oh let me check his heartbeat while Im here." which she did. And thats when the you-know-what hit the fan. 

His heartbeat sounded weird- a regular irregular heartbeat. It sounded like one-two-three-pause, one-two-three-pause. Think about it like he was working on his 3/4 rhythm. I could tell by the look on my midwife's face that something was off. She said that she didnt like the sound of it and wanted to get a second opinion so she called St David's hospital. When she returned I knew that I was going to be transferred before she even said anything. She went on to explain that the Drs wanted to keep me continuously monitored, which was unable to happen at the birthing center. Although it was best for the baby, it broke my heart knowing that the biggest aspect of our birth plan- the location- was not going to happen. 

After that, the transfer and getting checked into the hospital was somewhat of a whirl-wind. I had my eyes closed the entire drive to the hospital, trying to find my "safe spot" and ignore that I was stuck in a sitting position for the oncoming contractions. I was wheeled into a room, told to change into a smock, and got set up with an IV. The nurse was having a hard time finding a vein (I still have a horrible bruise 2 weeks later) while the other was asking me every question possible all while I was having massive contractions 3/4 minutes apart. Horrible. Once I was all set up I met the doctor and the nurse who checked me and let me know that I had progressed to 4 cm. All I could think was that I would be able to get in the tub back in the birthing center where now there was no tub to be seen. Then another thought crossed my mind. By this point I had been in labor for 24 hours and I was only at a 4. I wasnt even half way there. 

The amazing people from the birthing center made sure that I had a birthing assistant with me at all times. It was very reassuring knowing that I had someone from the center there to help make my birth experience the closest to what we had planned in the beginning. The Dr from the hospital knew we were a transfer from the birthing center and wanted to respect the fact that we wanted to go all natural so after he checked me they left me alone until I needed them. For the next 4 hours I took a shower, walked the halls in the hospital, bounced some more, and pretty much did all I could to progress to a 10 naturally. 

After around 4 hours, I was contracting so bad that I threw up. The birthing assistant told me that it was a good sign because that meant I was probably getting ready. Note- this was the one and only time I threw up my entire pregnancy! The nurse informed the Dr who came in to check my progress. I was anxious to hear where I was, thinking I would be around a 7 or 8, depending on how much pain I was in. The Dr came in and said "Well, lets see where we are after 29 hours......oh." And thats when he let me know I had only progressed to 4.5 cm. After all that work and pain, I only progressed half a centimeter. All the air went out of the room by that point. He spoke with the nurse and looked over my notes and suggested that we start a pitocin drip to get the progress going, seeing as my risk of C-Section was rising with each hour. And thats when I started to cry. I still wasn't even half way there. 

I knew that he was right, that the baby and I were both risking a C-section if I continued to progress so slowly but I knew that the pitocin would bring on the contractions harder, faster, and stronger. By this point I was already exhausted and in excruciating pain every 3 minutes. It took Mark and I a long private talk in restroom to come to the decision that yes, I was going to need the intervention and yes, I was going to need an epidural to go with it. I felt as if my birth plan was not only being thrown out the window, but shredded, burnt, and pissed on beforehand. 

Even though I decided to go with the interventions, I was bawling and extremely frustrated with myself. I felt like a complete failure that I had succumb to everything I had been against literally the day before. It took the birthing assistant to tell me "There is a reason for these interventions. You are not abusing them. There is labor pains, and labor suffering, and you are definitely crossing that line. All the midwives back at the center agree that you need both. You've gone almost 30 hours naturally. You have done amazing. And you are definitely not a failure." She truly helped me so much to feel better about the decision. I feel so blessed that she was there. So after almost exactly 30 hours, and me cussing the anesthesiologist for taking so damn long (I had VERY much come to terms with the interventions by that point), I received both the pitocin and the epidural. I have never in my life been so glad to get a shot. Ever. Ever ever ever. 

I wish I could say I pushed him out after the 2 hour nap I managed to get after the epidural kicked in. BUT...

After a few more hours I was checked and the pitocin was definitely working because I was at 7cm. It felt good knowing lil man was on his way! But we still had some work to do. So Mark, Kendall, the birth assistant, and I watched The Hunger Games, seriously discussed living on a commune, and I visited with my family bit by bit. Once the Dr checked and noticed I was at a 9 he also noticed that the baby was looking straight up- oh yay, another hurdle. We had to turn him around so I was instructed to lie on my left side to encourage him to turn. Once I did, his heart rate dropped. Not good. The nurse decided to have me turn back and turn off the pitocin to give him a break. After an hour (and 2 episodes of Hoarders that I hadnt seen yet) we tried again. I was informed that by this point if his heart rate dropped again, that meant automatic C-section. So I prayed. This time, he did just fine and the next time the Dr checked not only had he rotated to face down, I was finally at 10 cm. 

The Dr wanted me to "labor down" a while before we started pushing so we waited one more hour to let my body get the baby as far down as we could. And even though I was feeling some pressure, we waited until it was strong enough and didnt go away with each contraction break. At 7:00 I was told I could start pushing. The Dr said "Well we may have some work ahead of us. 1st time mothers average 2 hours of pushing." To which my response was "Im in charge now. Lets do this." 

20 minutes later I met the most beautiful boy I had ever laid my eyes on. My first words to him were "Hi, Im your mom. Ive been waiting a really long time for you." My life will never be the same. 

I cannot believe that it took almost 40 hours but he is here now and we are so in love with him. Not one part of my birthing plan panned out but it was a very humbling experience where I learned that I cannot control everything, all the time. And an even bigger lesson that my son is now totally in charge now. And thats ok! Being a mom is already the best thing that has ever happened to me. It has forced me to give up power and let someone else be in charge. I also dont worry about the small things so much anymore. My hair and make up are the last thing on my mind and my baby boy's comfort is the first thing I think about in the morning and the last thing I think about at night (and through the night). 

Mark and I are so so so happy, honestly the happiest we have ever been. We thank God every day for bringing Holden into our lives and making sure he is healthy. I cannot wait to see what happens on this crazy ride called Parenthood and see how much better life can get! 

Lots of love, 

Susannah, Mark, and (finally free!) Holden Mikulin

How I've FELT lately.

Haha, oh puns! How I love them. What else do I love right now? Felt! I know it sounds cray cray but its my favorite craft fabric at the moment. The other day I was getting my exercising in by walking around JoAnns and other stores when I stumbled upon the Easter goods. After looking at most of it, I realized that I could make almost each piece myself. For way cheaper! So I decided to do so. Starting with my son's 1st Easter basket.

I know he isn't even here yet but he better damn well be by Easter or I will physically harm someone. Im not even kidding. And I also know that Im going to be too tired to make this project when he DOES show up. So after snagging a basic basket at Goodwill I thought about what I was going to make to spoil my lil man. Something that Mark and I want to make sure Holden is subjected to is books. Lots and lots of books! Honestly, we are hoping he can read by the time he gets into school. *FINGERS CROSSED* So I decided to make 2 felt books for the babes- Colors and Shapes.

Fun thing about felt is its super soft. Say...soft enough for a newborn to play with? Why, yes! So here's how I made 'em!

 Cut (8) felt pieces 6" x 4.5"

Cut out design and hot glue into place. I will say I attempted to sew design but that took WAY too long and glue was just as easy. And I think it looked cleaner too. 

Blanket stitch 2 pages (front and back) together with a thick thread to make less flimsy.

Once you're all done with the pages, blanket stitch the ENTIRE book together. 

Done! 

Here's the final product! 

I did the exact same thing for the Shapes Book. I think they came out super cute! 

For Holden's Easter basket, I needed some sort of "grass" but I hate- HATE- that plastic grass that gets everywhere and is super cheap looking. So instead, I lined it with dark and light green felt cut like grass and just stuffed the bottom with green pieces to give it body. I also weaved light blue ribbon over the handle and tied it with a bow. I like the way it came out! 

Contents: My 2 felt books, a "My 1st Easter" bib, a security blanket, a bath puppet, an elephant hanging toy,  a baby tie, and a "What is Easter" book (its behind the bib). 

Once I got going on my felt kick, I decided to make an Easter wreath for our front door. Here it is! 

This was also pretty easy to make too. I used a basic foam wreath from my local craft store, the felt I had, thick thread, hot glue, batting, and floral wire. 

First, I cut out the shapes I wanted on the wreath. I slip stitched the middles of the flowers, the duck wings, and the bunny's ears. Then I blanket stitched around each piece and before I was completely done, I stuffed it with just a touch of batting and finished stitching it up. 

I wrapped the wreath with light green felt strips and added the floral wire. Then I hot glued the pieces and TA-DA! All done!! 

Welp, that was my fun week with felt. Im not gonna lie, blanket stitching everything is a touch time consuming. Although, Im supposed to be resting and getting ready for lil man to get here. So laying in bed and crafting these were a fun way to do so. Hopefully this wasnt too long or boring and gives others some inspiration to use felt to create some fun projects! I have a crap ton of felt left over so I can only imagine what else I come up with. Yay imagination!!

Lots of love,
Susannah Joy

Week 38

We are in the single digit countdown people! 9 days until D Day! Ok, so I know that "technically" its best to let lil man come out when he is good and ready....BUUUT....I am good and ready! Doesnt that count for something? I have been trying everything I can think of to get this baby OUT! Red raspberry leaf tea, evening primrose oil, Ive been eating pineapple, spicy food, oregano, Ive been walking, doing jumping jacks (ok I only did 3 but still), bouncing on my birthing ball, EV-ER-Y-THING. It really doesnt help that 5 babies have been born in my "acquaintance" circle in the last week! 5!! 2 of those babies were due on my same due date and the day after.....sooooo.....yeah, its safe to come out whenever you're ready kid. I will say that all 5 of those babies were C-sections which is A-nuts and B-my biggest fear so I am just fine with letting Holden come out when he is good and ready to avoid growing a very high C-section rate in this country. Even if that means staying uncomfortable for a little while longer.

**Disclaimer** I am aware that there are times when a C-section is absolutely necessary and I do not judge anyone because at the end of the day, a healthy baby brought into this world is all that matters. BUT education is power and there IS a reason why our rates for these operations are so high (and many times, unnecessary). Please check out documentaries "The Business of Being Born" and "Pregnant in America" on netflix if you can! So informative!! 

Anyways, Im still pregnant and I dont wanna be anymore. Everything in the house is set up and ready to go- seriously all we need is the baby itself. Plus Im not the only one getting antsy *cough*family*cough*. We are ALL ready to meet the newest member of our family. I have been getting a lot of irregular Braxton Hicks contractions lately so we decided to go ahead and put me on maternity leave. Which is bittersweet because we have BIG things coming up for 11:11 Events and I wanna help! Im sure Ill still do some work, because....well, Im crazy that way. I just keep myself busy by cleaning the house and crafting. Im gonna post about the fun stuff Ive created with my newest obsession- FELT! I know, sounds nuts but honestly, you can make the cutest baby stuff outta felt! 

Alrighty, welp here's the bump and FAQs:

Ser-i-ous-ly.

How far along? 38 weeks 5 days

Maternity clothes? Maxi skirts and maternity tops. Errday. 

Stretch marks? Still a nope! 

Sleep: Unlike my husband, who can fall asleep in .4 seconds, I take WAY longer to fall asleep. Only to be awakened by needing to pee 5 minutes later.

Best moment this week: We got hooked up at the farmers market last Saturday! Everyone was so sweet to give us free produce "for the baby". It was really awesome. 

Miss Anything? I seriously miss being able to relax and lie on my back.

Movement: He still hiccups a lot, but now his squirming includes very recognizable body parts. I swear I can feel feet and elbows! 

Food cravings: Anything and Everything from the farmers market! This week- salads made of butter lettuce, rainbow chard, kale, and broccoli sprouts.....super fresh pasteurized goat cheese with  local honey on toast....and brocollini cole slaw! 

Anything making you queasy or sick: I get a touch nauseous if I eat big meals so keeping it small and frequent. 

Gender: My lil man! 

Labor Signs: Yes, just wish they were coming in regular intervals. 

Symptoms: Same as last week- tired, hungry, uncomfortable....

Belly Button in or out? No change, still flat. I knew it wouldnt pop out! 

Wedding rings on or off? Still around my neck. 

Happy or Moody most of the time: Happy as I have been. I was actually REALLY happy to find out Holden will have a friend to meet in the end of Nov/Early Dec! But my lips are sealed other than that for right now! But- AUGH!!! SO EXCITED! 

Looking forward to: Getting. This. Baby. OUT! 

Hopefully we have a birth story to share soon!!

Lots of love, 

Susannah, Mark, and Holden

Weeks 35-37

Alrighty. Im officially getting to the point that I hear all pregnant women get to- the "Im over it" point. Im not going to lie. I have been more uncomfortable in the last few weeks than I have this entire pregnancy combined. I am trying my damndest to keep a smile on my face and keep moving but that last all of about......3 hours. Max. But Im lucky to have the world's most amazing husband and he makes sure that Im resting or not pushing myself too hard around the house. Plus he still thinks I look pretty and tells me often. And that does a lot for a girl in my "situation". Speaking of, one of my very dear friends happens to be one of the most amazing photographers in the ATX and I was lucky enough to have her shoot my maternity pics!! I swear, if anyone is in need of a photographer, you should look up Erin Molloy Photography!! She made me gorgeous at a time in my life when I felt the complete opposite. Here's a few of the shoot:

How much do I love these!?! They are going to look great in the nursery! BTW I consider these my week 35/36 bump pics because I didnt take any. I felt like a super whale and was totally NOT in the mood. But here's my 37 week bump pic and FAQs. 

Full term!!! Heck yeah!!! 

How far along? 37 weeks 3 days

Maternity clothes? Absolutely. Or giant pajama pants. 

Stretch marks? Still none on my belly. Thank goddess. 

Sleep: I keep waking up in the middle of the night. I hear its good practice for things to come. 

Best moment this week: Officially being full term and knowing if we go into labor, we can deliver at the birthing center!! 

Miss Anything? Oddly enough- I miss being able to work out. I know how weird that sounds. 

Movement: He's actually calmed down a little. He's running out of room in there. But he still gets the hiccups a lot, which is something Im going to miss. 

Food cravings: Food in general. I am hungry all....the....time. 

Anything making you queasy or sick: ground beef grossed me out big time earlier this week. Sounds like my old self haha. 

Gender: A little gentleman. 

Labor Signs: Oh yeah, we are definitely practicing for D day! 

Symptoms: Tired, hungry, emotional, and living in the world of Braxton Hicks contractions. 

Belly Button in or out? Still flat as a pancake....mmm....pancakes....

Wedding rings on or off? Still around my neck. 

Happy or Moody most of the time: Happy for the most part. But I will say I have been crazy emotional. Even watching old clips of Oscar acceptance speeches made me tear up the other day. Im not sad, just....easily wrung out. 

Looking forward to: Meeting little man! Hopefully sooner than later!!!

Well thats all for now, 

Susannah, Mark, and Holden

Weeks 31-34

Well a whole month has already flown by in 2013 which means we are getting closer to lil man getting here! We are super excited and getting everything ready around the house. We had our baby shower on the 20th (pictures to come soon) and have checked off everything we need, washed it, and are ready to go. I guess you can say Im in nesting mode (understatement of the century).

I keep moving things around the nursery but for the most part, it is ready to go! We decided on a "vintage sports" theme. It really turned out to be more baseball than anything else but there are touches of football here and there. I love it! Here are a few pictures. Sorry for the low quality iphone pics!

My super talented little sister made this! 

I made the curtain and crib skirt myself. 

Thats Mark's old glove on the left, my old glove on the right! 

Love love love the "baseballs" in the ceiling corner.

Using canvas bins as shelves. 

Changing station

I made the counting numbers above the window out of old golden books. The banner is from his baby shower. 

A friend made this blanket that pulls everything together perfectly! I made the sign above the chair. 

I glued a mini bat and ball to the lamp to vamp it up!

I painted a plain wooden waste basket from Hobby Lobby. 

This was a custom made Christmas gift from Holden's Aunt Dominique. 

Holden's GrandDaddy (my dad) wanted to autograph a ball for his room. 

I know that the pictures arent the best quality but I think it came out pretty darn cute! I plan on adding pictures of the maternity shoot and his newborn shoot to the room to complete it but that'll have to wait until after he gets here! I cant believe he'll be here so soon!!! 

I plan on posting a few other things in the next couple of days (baby shower pics, tutorials to a few things Im making, and a tribute to my Abuela who we recently lost) but this is all I have time for right now. Here's the latest bump pics and FAQs:

My little sister decorated the board for this one- can you tell?

Honeydew Melons.....mmmm.....

 How far along? 35 weeks
Maternity clothes? Oh yeah. But every now and then I can figure out an outfit with some of my regular clothes. Not often though. 
Stretch marks? Just a few but not on my belly. 
Sleep: Falling asleep has not been a problem. I have been exhausted lately. But I get up every night to use the potty without fail.
Best moment this week: Checking off the last of the "baby list" 
Miss Anything? EV-ER-Y-THING. Most of all, my energy. 
Movement: All the time. We are definitely at the "freaky stomach morphing" stage. 
Food cravings: Um...everything? Mostly healthy stuff, so thats good. Freshly made almond butter is good on everything btw.
Anything making you queasy or sick: Still havent gotten sick thank goodness.
Gender: Human 
Labor Signs: This has actually been happening. Which is scary as hell. I get about one good contraction a day. Ive actually started documenting them, just in case. 
Symptoms: SUPER TIRED. All......the.....time.
Belly Button in or out? Flat as a board.
Wedding rings on or off? Its official, rings around my neck. 
Happy or Moody most of the time: Happy! I cant really remember being all that moody or upset at all this whole time. But Im sure that once we get closer to D day, Ill be a little more moody.....to say the least.
Looking forward to: This last month going by quickly!! 

Okey dokie artichokies, Thats all for now.
Love, peace, and chicken grease,
Susannah, Mark, and Holden

Weeks 29-30

HELLO 2013!!!

Welp, we didnt die. Although I like to think that some secret super heroes saved us from the end of the world instead of the Mayans being wrong. Either way- we all made it to 2013! The year of the snake, my last full year of being in my 20's, the year we meet Mr. Holden Stephens Mikulin!!!!! I cannot believe I am going to meet my baby boy so soon!!! I love him so much already!

We took it pretty easy for New Years this year. As much as we would've loved to have gone to Fredericksburge (I have no idea how to spell that) again to visit the wineries and get wine-wasted or out and about with our crazy friends.....neither really work with our "situation". Which is just fine. So we hung out with my Dad, Sister, her boyfriend, and my dad's neighbors. It was a cold and rainy night but we hung out by my Dad's fire pit, blew up fireworks, and SOME people (cough*Mark*cough) drank a lil too much. I really enjoyed myself though!

We were thinking about New Year's Resolutions and both of us were "I want to be a good parent" but thats not really a resolution....thats a fact, yo. So instead we both decided to just be more health and Earth conscience. We like to eat healthy, but we have our days where we love us some JUNK food. Like, embarrassingly junky food. So we decided to be better about eating local and organic, and aware of our carbon footprint. This includes me starting to make our own bread! I have made 2 batches thus far and the 2nd batch of my honey whole wheat bread is getting really good! Im pretty happy with it.

 I also made my own laundry detergent the other day that should cost us pennies per load! Here's how I did it:

Mix 1 cup Borax and 1 cup Arm N Hammer Baking  WASHING SODA! 

Cut 1 bar of Fels Naptha into smaller pieces and grate it up in a food processor. 

Get 4 cups of water to almost boiling and add the grated soap. Turn down the heat immediately to medium. Melt the soap (should take about 10-15 minutes) completely, then add the borax/washing soda mixture. Mix until completely dissolved and you cant feel any grit on the bottom of the pan. 

Pour into 2 quart jars, add water until it reaches the shoulder of the jars and FLIP over! 

Let the jars sit for 4 hours.....boring....

After the 4 hours, scrape everything out of the jar one at a time, blend it up with an emulsifier,  and once it reaches "mayonnaise" consistency, return to jar! 

It should be a perfect fit! 

To use, just scoop out 1 tablespoon and run it under the water in the washer. Since everything is dissolved completely, there should be no residue on the clothes. I hear this is the best detergent out there so Im excited to be able to use it for the next ~300 loads! YAY!!!

January is going to be such a crazy but awesome month. 11:11 has 3 events this month! We have a show at the Beauty Ballroom on the 19th, my baby shower on the 20th, and a wedding on the 26th! Super excited! Im also excited that there wont be much to do in Feb as Im sure I will NOT want to do a single damn thing except lay in bed and wait for lil man to get here. Except be spoiled on Valentines day. That'll be nice. I cant wait to post pics of my baby shower! Until then, heres updated bump pics and FAQs. 

Note- I start my 32nd week manana so for the most part, my posts are about a week or so behind. Sorry. 

Theres a dang baby in there! 

How far along? 30 weeks 

Maternity clothes? Look at that picture. Duh. 
Stretch marks? None on my belly, just a few on my thighs and chest area.
Sleep: Some CRAZY dreams but other than that, its all good in the hood.
Best moment this week: Ringing in 2013! 
Miss Anything? Champagne, Wine, Beer, COFFEE, jumping on trampolines, goat cheese, putting on my shoes....pretty much everything I cant do or have!
Movement: Oh for sure. I feel like he is only hanging out on my right side because thats the rib he likes to kick and I almost never feel anything on my left side. 
Food cravings: KALE, green smoothies,  my homemade bread, and veggies!!
Anything making you queasy or sick: I havent thrown up once this pregnancy, I dont think Ill start now. Knock on wood.
Gender: Un nino. 
Labor Signs: Not really at all. 
Symptoms: Heartburn has gotten a touch better, swollen ankles have subsided, I am just 1st trimester tired all over again.
Belly Button in or out? Getting pretty flat. Mark is fascinated.
Wedding rings on or off? Wedding ring is still on but I am wearing my engagement ring around my neck these days. 
Happy or Moody most of the time: Genuinely happy.
Looking forward to: My baby shower! And seeing my Grandma next week!!!!!!!!!!

Alrighty, well, thats that.
Lots'o'love,
Susannah, Mark, and Holden